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These leaves aren't as loud as I'd prefer, This machine doesn't love me enough
Tomorrow won't see last year occur, And is the sun too bright?
This wheel is not sufficiently square, Is there nothing else to breathe than air?
This ground is much too hard to tear tonight...
You can't dance to this smell at all, This book just tastes like words
This house of cards will someday fall, And is the sea too wet?
These buzzing bees make too much honey, Why can't this holocaust be funny?
Your love for me won't earn you money, I bet

I'll take the world on my own terms, I want disease but not the germs
I want the moon to cling to me, So let your silence to sing to me
An endless endless symphony, Till all I lost instinctively returns

Your teardrops cannot change the wind, Your hands can't see the waves
The things I say can I not rescind? Is every word a vow?
Why won't this house provide me rain? Why can't this deafness hear me complain?
And why wasn't I told that love is pain till now?
I try to stave off your anger with feathers, And I try to sleep but the days bleed together
With a needle and thread I would hold back the weather, But the tide's coming in
And my courage was never brave enough, And my hunger never gave enough
And my abandonment never saved enough to start again

So I'll make the world on my own terms, Give me disease but not the germs
I need your moon to cling to me, So let your silence to sing to me
An endless endless symphony, Till all I lost instinctively returns

The leaves cover up all I've become, This machine has long broken down
Tomorrow is gone, today is numb, And the sun's asleep
Your wheels have carved a street so wide, And you've missed the point but still denied
In hopes somehow that all your pride you'd keep
- ThouShaltNot, "Let Your Silence Sing"


Ok, finally settling down to say something about myself. My name is Heather, but I go by Tabby (short for Tabytha) online. Most of you probably know me as Tabby. I'm 22 and live on the edge of Atlanta, where it's nice and hot. I work for the Georgia branch of Animal Health Services as a cashier and rig manager. I fall into the goth category, but I tend to look at it objectively and stay on the outside. I still dye my hair black and love my boots, though. Don't get me wrong.
I'm odd. I'll admit it right here. I like animals more than I like people, and have furry tendencies. If that makes you uncomfortable, I suggest you read someone else's journal.
I'm in love with electronic music, especially industrial, EBM, synthpop, and the like... I haven't paid attention to the radio or MTV in years, so I probably seem like I'm out of the loop when it comes to that kind of thing. But I don't see it as a loss. Music is my passion. Truly. If I were to lose my hearing, I think my sanity would shortly follow.
Tea is my second passion. I'm a junkie when it comes to tea. If I was condemned to drink nothing but tea for the rest of my life, I would be happy with it.
Cats are my third passion. I love being around them. That's why I've decided to go into the veterinary field. Right now I'm saving up to get back in school so I can become a certified vet tech. Cats just fascinate me. The way they can switch from something soft and warm that loves you to a fierce, unblinking killer is amazing to me. That, and I think they're beautiful. I'm probably doomed to becoming a crazy cat lady in about forty years.
I spend a lot of time thinking about things that aren't real. It's just the way I am. I guess that makes me a nerd, too.

This blog is mostly here for me to post my photographs, stay connected with friends, rant about work, and as a reminder of my future self about all the things I've done, and the way I was. I don't know what else to say, really. I'm generally friendly, so don't be afraid to contact me. By the way, this journal is halfway friends-only, because I'm not okay with sharing everything with strangers.

Likes: kitties, exploring, morbidity, swimming, toast, walking in the woods, dressing up, zombies, the way animals think, vodka, being warm, strange people, subtitles, powerful coffee, being in places I'm not supposed to be, theropods, taking pictures of bugs, fanfiction, spontaneaty

Dislikes: pointless arguments, bad dubbing, authority, tomatoes, math, religion, action movies, people with no imagination, snobs, elitists, being cold, chatspeak, having my picture taken, anything orange, the smell of bleach, when books are made into bad movies, gin, Pearl Jam, Atlanta's radio stations

Bands I've Seen: The Crüxshadows (x 11), The Cure, Sins of Lust, Dethklok (x 2), The Last Dance (x 2), Orgy (x 2), VNV Nation, Imperative Reaction, Faith and the Muse, Ayria, Front 242, Bella Morte, Mindless Self Indulgence (x 2), Voltaire (x 4), Ego Likeness, Chimera, Sunset Soundtrack, The Humms, Liquid Image, I;Scintilla, Cold, and a few others I'd rather not mention because they were unavoidable openers.

Taste in Music: The Crüxshadows, Pride and Fall, Razed In Black, Soil and Eclipse, Hocico, ThouShaltNot, VNV Nation, Assemblage 23, Goteki, Smashing Pumpkins, Seabound, Haujobb, Aesthetic Perfection, Necessary Response, James D. Stark, Apoptygma Berzerk, London After Midnight, The Cure, Fractured, Depeche Mode, A Perfect Circle, Covenant, Neuroticfish, Anders Manga, Frozen Plasma, Margin of Error, Gravity Kills, Bella Morte, The Last Dance, Headscan, Mindless Self Indulgence, De/Vision, Dethklok, Colony 5, Dekoy, Culture Kultür, Implant, Lights of Euphoria, Monofader, Informatik, Endanger, BackAndToTheLeft, In Strict Confidence, Scandy, Droom, Trash80, Edge of Dawn...

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